苏玉叶

     Now, I’m working in a cosmetic company and in charge of the quality of the whole products, also get along well with my colleagues.Life turn to be normal. Maybe all is common and no worth to be mentioned in other’s mind. But I’ll share you that everything is not so easy.

     My life seemed to be stopped for almost one year. Because I got ill, at first ,I paid no attention to it and just took it for granted. As time went by, it became worse and worse. Then I had to pay emphasis on it. My parents took me to see the local doctor who replied to me that they had no idea about my situation and suggested us going to the superior hospital without delay. Tears of horrify suddenly came down from my face. I just felt left out by the world and powerless. My parents wept me by my side and encouraged me repeatedly like this:”Don’t be afraid ,you are not just the only one by yourself. We’ll try our best and offer you the best treatment.......”I can’t catch any other words and just cried and cried.

     We hurried to the capital city-Wu Han the next day.We chose the best hospital and the doctor told me that it may be caused by my lower resistance and work pressure. He prescribed me some medicines. He also suggested me that I should keep in good mood and eat more vegetables and fruits, drink boiled water,, take physical exercises and so on.He could not guarantee the exact date of my recovery. We accepted her advice and then went back home. I began to build up my health by rest at home. I paid more attention about my diet and kept on doing more sports. Two months later , however,it took no effect. So I decide to come here --Beijing.

 We visited various experts, they gave me some good advice. But they also can’t guarantee whether I can recover completely. Maybe I can’t be well for a lifetime..I admitted that I had suffered so much. Apparently , I became much passive and no longer optimistic since I got ill.I seldom smiled. My life was full of anger and complaint. I were not volunteered toface the change--from a youthful girl to a patient the same feeling as from heaven to hell..It really took me a long time to accept myself. I often asked myself at leisure:” Am I just be that for my next whole life?”, which recalls my a little passion toward life.

One day, I wandered in a flower market where I can contact with all kinds of different beautiful flowers. I got to know a stall where it did flower arrangement for new couples. It really interested me that there were many attractive branches of flower and flower door.s. I happened to employ some assistants for free and I had a try without consideration. It was a fortune that I could learn some skills to arrange flower. At first, I just helped them to add some leaves in the gap. But a month later, I could also arrange them freely by myself and the boss agreed to take me to the wedding presentation. I helped the group to design the scene, like where to put the candle light, the suitable height of the screen, the best propose time to the bride and so on ,every details included. I treasured every day I spent with them. It made me feel happy and explored my thoughts. Life is beautiful just like flowers and it not only could be changed by different ways but bring much pleasure to the others.

So I could also make some changes if I want. not being surrounded by the pain all the time. Then I decide to choose the instituteof Online Education in Beijing Foreign Studies University (BFSU).

I never thought I would go to school and keep on learning after I finished my campuse life. But now I’ve changed my mind completely. There is no stage of life that doesn’t contain some lessons, as long as we live, there is still something to learn. I can learn freely through Beiwai Online. What most excites me is the face to face communication. We meet each other in the class. Both the teacher and my classmates are quite friendly to me. We form a group and they often encourage me like this: Come on! Never give up the purpose you’ve always resolved to effect for just one repulse.

There are some elder sisters who are really beyond my expection, even some of them have babies already, which make me feel silly myself. Because I just hesitate that I may not so young compared with the other students before I enter into the big family. I sincerely appreciate their study spirits.

The continuous studies enrich my inner heart. My life has been completed changed.I turn to be a youthful girl again and glad to make friends with everybody. I’m used to listening to English while I am walking, taking a bus, even having a meal and feel full of energy every day. As time goes by, I even forget about my illness. I am much grateful for BeiWai Online Institute, which make me realize how beautiful the life is and how lucky I am. I’ll take good care of myself and go on learning with my whole heart enthusiasm.

I really enjoyed my work and my life. I am grateful for everybody who once helped me including my dear parents and easily moved by others.Thanks for those memorable days.